This is the real situation when i'm about to swoon . i can't bear this . it tortured me so damn much . i'm not strong enough faced all this sort of obstacle . it drives me insane. i know it doesn't sensible to you . it's depend on you whether want to believe it or not . your right . i can't interfere your personal . it's none of my business indeed .
honestly i'm not happy with this . no hesitation when it comes to feelings . i'm so uneasy with this . i just don't how to deal with it . i'm not expert at relationship . i can't see any good sign about this . it seems we're not going to be kind .why it could turn this way ? i know this is what you want isn't it? perhaps you're happy with all this . but not me . its terribly killing me .
i'm clueless right now . i need your explaination about this . silent is not the right way . thus it make things even more worst .
why why why ?
i can't even pretend anymore thats everything ok when i'm not .
kalau saya ada wat salah ngan awak , saya mintak maaf banyak2 . i really mean it -.-
awak pun macam tak nak kawan da ngan saya
i hope u're doing good w/o me...
i hope u're doing good w/o me...
