Assalamualaikum
Honestly i just don't know whats going on till this point . speechless . it seems blur every times i think about it. like something block my mind. i can't get through it at all . yet it has boundary . there is no space for me to discover it . you don't give me the chance to reveal it. what am i supposed to do ?
I've try my best to understand you, to know you deeper but it seems that i can't even read your mind .there's a different between knowing somebody and hearing about somebody . silence doesn't mean a person is okay, sometimes she/he needs is time .you're totally a different person somehow right now and i don't like the changes .if i really done something wrong or make you uneasy with the way i am, you have to VOICE IT OUT . speak out pleasee. tell me the truth whats matter you . about what ? me ? your study ? your dissatisfaction ? others ? what bothers you actually ??? let me know the real story . you've put me in this complicated situation like i'm a statue waiting for your explaination . waiting waiting and keep on waiting . you drive me crazy -.-
Why we have to be like this ? this is not the first time nor second times. i thought your love was going to help me see things clearer and better , but you were just more confusing. i'm puzzled .
I never force you to love, to like me. but you did. it's nicer to let the gravity do . the motion than to forcely grab. affection without attraction
No one understand how i really feel about this . same goes to you. we're both can't understand each other till now .you can tell them everything, your life story, you can descriptive on every litte feeling and detail. but even so, none of that will ever be enough to understand .
What do you want from this?
Am i burdened you that much?
Till when we have to be like this? till we have nothing?
LA TAHZAN~
Behind every problem, experience and lesson are hidden.
♡╬════════════๑۩۩๑▬●MIRAYUYA●▬๑۩۩๑════════════╬♡
