Definition for myself, alone. Yes, indeed she's alone. Sometimes seeing others with their partner makes me envy. They can laugh together, share their moments together, taking pictures together, spending their times together. I look at happy people and wonder "why can't i be like them?". I wish i could have someone who can mean something to me, someone special. Just stop dreaming amira.You're just dreaming on your own for it is impossible. It's aching actually. And I need to stop putting hopes on people. Because nobody would realize my existence. Nobody care. Nobody. Why am i even exist if people keep ignoring me. I just want to be happy, is that too much to ask for. I just realize happiness is not even mine. I'm just waiting for something that is never going to happen. I act like i'm fine but the truth is i am not. I hope that one day you will understand and care about this.